Thursday, September 25, 2014

Oh happy day!

Praise The Lord! My husband is back! Today marks exactly two weeks from the day we say goodbye to this dear (and grueling) chapter in our lives. Looking back I can't tell you if it feels like it's gone by slow or fast. I'll go with fast for the most part. I'm sure E would go with slow. 

For E this has been one of the more difficult experiences of his life. It tested him mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. I'm so happy to say he is leaving here a stronger, more confident man. Oh, how proud of him I am for sticking it out. 

As for me, I know I'm leaving here a better woman too. Independent, social, and tidy. I learned a lot about supporting someone emotionally. I also learned how much I enjoy taking care of things for E like cooking and cleaning (things I dreaded before). 

Now we have Harper. I was a little bit nervous at first that i had made a mistake in getting her. But she really has been a blessing. She is there to release stress for E when he feels like he just can't keep going. She's there to keep me company when E is away. She is calm when we want to cuddle, and playful when we want to play. 

I'd be lying of I said that I wasn't nervous about the next chapter of our lives (at least the next few months) but I am confident that it is all going to be alright. I am blessed to have my little family with me on this journey. Most of all, my best friend who never ceases to amaze me. 

I guess that is all for now. Stay tuned for more adventures ahead!

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